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I'm really paranoid and I know I am. I can't stand to let my girlfriend be alone. I'm always worried there's someone else and that she's doing stuff behind my back, although I know she isn't. I hate being paranoid, it sometimes causes arguments and it makes me depressed. I've been suffering from manic depression. I don't know if I'm like this due to past relationships or if it's just who I am. I haven't ever been this happy before. Perhaps that's why I'm super paranoid to lose the best thing that's ever happened to me. I only get 2-4 hours of sleep everyday due to me always wanting to be there for her. To protect her, be a shoulder for her, and to put a smile on her face. It's hard to explain my problems and I know I'm too embarrassed of myself to publicly talk to someone about it; which causes for my reason of writing it here anonymously. I love her. I trust her. and I still have these problems. I don't understand why I am like this. It's not a good feeling and I just want to feel free, like I can go to bed at peace without being worried what she is doing. I hate myself for this.
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