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I'm just tired of toxic family. Ok I didn't get to sleep until near 3 am . Ok guess what Mr drunk football player wannabe is up mumbling grumbling shit to himself to bitch about anything petty that doesn't matter not caring who he may wake up...but he lies there on the couch all evening out of it. Ok before I was fully awaked earlier he was talking to mom I heard about vacuuming. She tells him that I'm still in the bed asleep. He goes I know that's why I can't get anything done. So when I do get up and tell mom I heard everything she just goes I can't help it what you want me to do about it? I tell him "don't worry I'm up now" insensitive asshole. Then I'm using the bathroom and he practically tries to force me out with me still there using it of all things . I go hello????? And he goes just ignore I'm even here

...wtf can't even wait til I'm out to use the vacuum cleaner?

What bullshit!!!!!! Those drugs make him unbearable and a completely different person he don't act this way near sober at all.

God I'm angry. Stupid fucking drugs I wish they'd dry up so he wouldn't be able to buy anymore. As I told mom every time he brings them in the house it's hell we fight he runs his mouth they're both MISERABLE and take shit out on me then he claims no memory of it. This bullshit has got to stop one way or another.

Also it's ok when he wants to make the dog bark it is fine. But when he doesn't want him to he talks to him and yells at him like a monster. I told them he's a dog he's gonna bark and growl. They can't teach him to do something then scold him for it. On top of take their misery out on him because they can't stand his misery. Fml I don't know if there's any hope for this mess or not.

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