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I don't want anyone to talk to me... It is not that hard to understand...
3 years ago · Stress, +2
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I don't know why people come and talk to me and I don't want them to. I just want to be left alone. I don't know why people comment on my posts and I don't understand that at all and I don't know why they do it because it isn't about me and it is about them. Every time I talk to someone they argue with me and they are against me and they aren't even on my side. The whole conversation is all one-sided and it is about them and I don't even care about them. Just go away! People need to learn to stop talking to me.
People tell me what they think is going on but it isn't even close to what is going on. Just keep it to yourself. Why is it hard for you to understand that? It is not that hard to understand that I want to be left alone and I don't want people to bother me. So go away! Leave me alone! Also just shut up and keep your opinions to yourself and I don't want to hear them and or see them on the computer.
I am not playing the victim and I am never do that kind of thing. I am not angry unless I say I am and no other person can tell me if I am angry or what I am feeling. No person has the right to talk to me unless I give them permission but morons in my life and online are just start talking without my permission. I do accept things the way they are and I never said I didn't. No one can tell me anything because they don't know what they are talking about. Just keep it yourself and it is not that hard to understand that!
I hate my mom, dad, sisters and everyone in my family. I am not related to them and I must be adopted because it just makes sense that I must be adopted. How can I be related to my family? They are a bunch of creeps and weirdos? I hate everyone in the world and I don't want to talk to any living human being as long as I live unless I want to. But the reason I am saying this is because people tried to force me to talk to them and they don't have any respect for anyone.
I am not a Christian. I am not Jewish. Thank goodness I am not affiliated with any religion. I am a proud atheist and I am a Satanist. I consider being a Satanist being a way I live my life and I don't really consider it a religion at all because I am not doing anything that would consider that I am practicing it as a religion. People in my family and people around me don't know who I truly am because I am a private person and I kept things private and I did things to blend in and but at the same time I was still unique and stood out a bunch which was good.
People still hated me even though I didn't tell them or show them more about me. I am glad I still hid myself but at the same time I was still being myself but not at the fullest. I am glad I did that and I am really proud of myself for doing that. I am not shy and I am not an introvert. People are wrong about me. Everything people said about me was wrong. They had no clue and no one can ever figure me out. I am that good.
I am a better person than my family and I am a better person than everyone in my life and in the world. I have a good reason to feel this way and my feelings were completely valid. I don't reveal anything to anyone and people don't know what I think and feel and that makes me a better person because I hide it and I am good at controlling myself. People never suspected anything and people don't know who I really am and I don't bother anyone. I never hurt anyone verbally and physically. I never tormented anyone. I never killed anyone and I never acted out on my feelings but other people did. That is why I am a better person than everyone.
I am concerned about the number of morons in the world around me and I see them everyday because they take what I say literally and they think I am being serious but I am not. That is why it is really concerning to me because they are easily fooled and they believe everything they are told and they don't think for themselves. There were people around me that claimed to have a high IQ but they don't even have one and they lied to get the attention and they weren't so smart because I can see right through them and sounded like everyone else and they believed what other people said and that is not very intelligent in my opinion.
There are so many morons in the world because I told people things but they believed what other people said about me and they were gullible and didn't think for themselves and they are blind to what is going around them. They didn't even know what or who the other person was that said those things about me. People would bully me and I told them about it because it was a site you would go on for help and to vent and these people on the site ended up bullying me too. They turned against me and I don't know why. The people on the site misunderstood everything and twisted stuff around.
I feel better knowing I didn't do anything wrong but still I need to vent about it because I feel better about it. Then people my family know and people even therapists, doctors, psychologists, and psychiatrists are stupid too because they turned against me and didn't even care about me and they judge me and criticize me. They didn't even help me and made things worse and when I tell people it is a waste of time because people argue with me and they say that therapists, doctors, psychologists, and psychiatrists are there to help me and such and they aren't because they never did and they said this nonsense about how I saw some bad ones and I never did. It is not my fault they don't know what they are doing.
Also people I talk to and my family and therapists, doctors, psychologists, and psychiatrists are full of it and not only that but they are there to brainwash me, control me, and manipulate me and etc. How is that helping someone out? That doesn't make any sense. That is why I can't talk to anyone anymore because humans make me sick and they are fools and I think for myself and I don't need anyone else because I hate all humans. Also people don't know the meaning of the word venting anymore.
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