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Maybe I'll get out of this hell. One day. If I live long enough. It's always something here.
1. Mom and dad and I can hardly ever get along anymore all we do is fight argue bicker etc. he gets drunk two weeks out of the month it's more and more abuse verbal and emotional fighting with him and her then her taking what he does out on me leaving me on the recieving end of all of it.
2. The dumb fucking neighbors upstairs tried to "fix" their tub themselves because the landlord just doesn't give af never would pay to have it fixed professionally and whatever they did diverted their leak of used bath water from what the landlord had done that diverted it to the basement... basically made it start dripping in the ceiling tile to the point of running down the wall and puddling up raining on the tile like a faucet. It's gross man. Then fucking roaches here too so we know they have them upstairs because we got rid of them on top of mold and dust.
3. Theres a burning smell that has a burning coal odor but we don't have a fire place. I looked up it can be electrical in the wall but our landlord don't give af. He sold the place washing his hands of it. We gotta be out fall to winter this year in relocation thank God I don't think I could handle another year of this. If I or we even survive all this. It's just nothing but fucking bullshit here. And
4. again it's not my fault that my junkie drunk of a dad never learns from abusing anxiety meds. Blacks out has no memory of what he does mixing it with other things then wonders why I continually get more and more angry with him. Mom don't even wanna bring it up to talk about she's like I know I lived through it. It's over with. No. Not in my heart and mind it isn't . Being woke up 2 and 3 am or all hrs of the night him mumbling grumbling stomping thumping cussing coughing calling us names walking through the house waking me up my heart racing. Ok see why I'm ready for a mental ward🤐sigh
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