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What do I do. I'm lost. My dad wants takes his hellacious attitude screaming at me because he's coming back to earth sober. I just feel helpless. I have nobody to call no family friends etc. Only resort would be a crisis line what coujd they do they didn't do jack before. He talks of the man his name is tim who screwed him over sent a crappy text saying something implying all of us when I have nothing to do with it. Mom reads the old week or two old text to him I go what so youre all still resentful about what he said and did (hes a meth head dad's just using or was his address saying he's separated when he's actually not). Dad goes if he turns me in I'll burn him up in the bed with gasoline. And I go well I could send an anonymous tip to the police saying there's a meth house at said address. He goes no he could still turn me in. And I go well all you're doing is stirring on it you shouldve said your piece to him instead. He gets upset n can't take it. I go it's always hell when you come off your stupid drug drunk binges. The dog cowers from him yelling. I can't take anymore. Acts like he wants to kill me like I did something to him yelling at me in a mean tone he's psychotic again
I'm just gonna kill myself it's too much ever single month. I'm always mom dad's or both verbal emotional hell and abusing punching bag. I can't take it anymore so this may be my last novni post. If it is I love all of those who took time to read my posts and whatever it's just too much I can't take anymore 😠fucking psychotic son of a bitch drunk drug addicts motherfucker I shouldn't have to give him my own medication I'm legally prescribed for anxiety he knew the consequences beforehand just didn't care about medicine withdrawal effects til he ran out of everything wine weed pills money to buy em etc now he's extremely psychotic and I'm afraid for my own self hes so unstable I'm just afraid but who can help me when no family or friends at all to turn to who care for me people wise I'm tired going through this hell do I have to go commit suicide I will if I that's what it takes to escape it it's just more than I can handle anymore tired being the worlds pinata crazy ass son of a bitch I hope you're happy dad you ruined my life so I may as well take it I'm still debating but Idk if anybody can show me reason why I should live. Nobody knows how I or what it's like to go through this I'm emotionally drained and exhausted I'm tired going through this hell suffering because of his mistakes in his hell he created
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