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As i sit here crying i wonder if you could hear my cry, sobbing wondering if you understand the pain you created inside. Years flew by and i never healed properly, feelings arise wondering if im worthy or do they like me. Then you came back, telling me you did nothing wrong, but all the lies you told me shattered me beyond words could fathom. Saying, we were nothing, I don't love you, how im crazy, how you wish i was dead, but as i moved on you trying to win me back again. I sit here and wonder if your father treats your mother like the way you treated me, because if there was respect in the house you wouldnt have learned to be so mean, so cold, numbing me. Then you blame me, and i apologize. All i wanted was a simple sorry from you. And i couldnt even get that until i was done with you. You're the worst, but you were the best at one point. Now im trying to understand the disguise you hid under. Was it me? Did i trigger it? No ot was you and your ignorance. But my fault for not leaving before you left me shattered, as a fell to my knees with a broken cry. I lost me as i loved you. Now im on a mission to get the pieces your broke back into place. And i know ill find my way. It will just take time and patience to see that day..
-MD
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