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Why why why just why? Why do I have to go through and be put through this bullshit because my drug addict dad refuses to change. It's so hard not having anyone to talk to about this since they all shunned me for NO REASON most likely because dad is the way he is.
Why can't I ever get a break from this. It's not my fault ok? You did it to yourself dad you had your drunken binge that you don't remember what you did to us. NOW YOU'RE OUT BEGGING ME FOR MY MEDS. WTF? I SHOULDN'T BE PUT INTO A POSITION LIKE THIS YOU KNEW THE WITHDRAWALS IF YOU RAN OUT BUT YOU ATE HANDFULLS OF THEM ANYWAY I KNOW BECAUSE I SAW YOU.
I literally tried to tell him twice not to do that stuff but he did it anyway acting like he didn't hear me ignoring me. Fuck somebody get me the fuck out of this place. I'm tired of living in a hell he creates for himself because he doesn't want to change. My medicine is for ME NOT HIM. I have legitimate issues and I know better that you do not run out of that stuff you have to taper off slowly over months. He just abuses what he can buy off the street. Not my fault you're in withdrawal dad. Get a Dr go to a clinic just stop putting me in a position like this. what did I do in a past life or something to keep going through hell from what these people do to me? Not accusing just wondering if I did something I mean my dad has been a thorn in my side so so long it's why nobody will fool with him he's a liar con thief cheat etc. Except drug acquaintances. Go figure there. I mean yes I'm compassionate but he has been cold as stone to me beating, choking me, pummeled me in the face, threw me down stairs, stole lots of money promised to repay yet never did . This last week and a half it's documented on novni how shitty he treated me as well now not remembering that. Ok now he acts like everything is supposed to be peachy and I'm "supposed" to just hand him over my bottle of meds? . HELL NO!!!!!!!!! Fuck dumb son of a bitch I'm tired suffering because of you I wish ******** would reinstate their warrant on you come get you and make you pull those 4 years for violation of your probation running not going back because you forged a prescription back when they used paper pads not fax like today. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
I just can't win in life because of this constant thorn in my side fuckπ. So you just expect me to hand over my meds to you after a week and half of you treating bme like shit when you was drunk out of it? FUCK I wanna fucking kill him. I'm all alone in this Bullshit hell. I don't have the money to move out. Nobody will take me in either. Car is near brokedown so can't get a job n keep it without a ride. I'm fucked at every turn. I wanna fucking suicide ππππππππππππfuck I should have just been still born woulda saved me alot of heartache n suffering emotionally and mentally. I'm so fucking pissed I could fucking kill him for dragging me into his suffering and stupidity causing me to suffer too damn you dad.
Sure I told him how I felt but what good did it do just pissed me off worse. I could beat the shit out of him for trying to force me to give him my meds π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π hell fucking no. You did it to yourself dad now get help or get the fuck out or away from me I don't care anymore. You've put me through more suffering than I can put in words.
You don't demand to anyone that they straight up give you hand over their medication to you. wtf is wrong with you. What good does it do now that I have to live in hell with him and fight with mom too fucking junkies. I'm seriously contemplating suicide i cannot take anymore of this. Why won't he take responsibility for his own actions,??? Omg help me. How am I supposed to work my way out of this? I literally have to lie because he's living here illegally.im also constantly at my Dr and other places having to lie for them saying they're separated when they are not. You don't know how tired I am of this. I couldn't even tell a mental health professional the truth because of them just so they can keep their precious disability. I was truly born to lose thanks to them . They need to suffer for all they've put me through . Nobody should have to go through this. Damn you dad damn you.
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