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It's been a week since we've spoken since you caused me to explode on you treating me like shit. You deserved it. Never went without speaking this long. But somebody had to drill the truth into your abusive uncaring self. You provoked me and even I told you to stop giving me the bad hateful tones you kept going up up up up up until you made me explode.
As I said you brought it all on yourself by abusing drugs. Nobody else did it yet you want to place blame on me and go all to hell thinking I'm gonna help you because you're stupid with them and don't care what you do not willing to acknowledge treating me like shit for months getting out of it drunk cussing mumbling grumbling stomping at all hours of the night and after 1.5 to 2 weeks it's over you claim no remembrance of it all and I'm supposed to act like everything was a magical fairy tale like it didn't happen and everything is supposed to be peachy even refusing to acknowledge for a second what you did when I tried to tell you didn't wanting to hear it.
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME????? AND HAVE THE NERVE TO ACT LIKE I'M THE ONE IN THE WRONG HERE WHAT THE MOTHERFUCKING HELL???????
And then you go out Tuesday I think spend butt loads of money because you abused the first ones 100 plus only to buy more to sleep for near a week this time. So now it's the same old cycle. The house is broke again almost. So you're gonna come mom wanting to repawn my game system that I just got back after 1.5 years for cigarettes and alcohol. There's nothing new here it's sane old cycle like an ocean wave recycle symbol over and over.
Then I look since he's now awake again to ask me for my meds again which started the fight in the first place. I hate my family. this place, family members that ignored and turned their backs on me like my aunt when I told her what I'm going through i just get told im so sorry not my problem call a crisis line then blocked on social media bull shit despite her forcing all her problems on us expecting us to care about hers. I hate 1 sided people . It's just a bunch of bullshit.
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