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They wanted to drill and press me. Well they again only knew the outward source of part of my problem part of it. If theyd have let me talk more I couldve told them more but they did alot of the talking. And wanting to refer me somewhere I don't even have means of going to. You just don't know. They don't know everythings been done to me. I can't go onto specifics because I think they frequent this site and would recognize me if I did go into specifics. I delved into some of it but at the end they had kind of a crappy tone like it was a put on fake nice tone. That really irks me ok. I'm not stupid I'm empathic I pick up on everybodys tone vibe and energy. People can't seem to understand that I guess they'd just have to experience it. Anywho this one person was cold also and didn't help with my anxiety. I don't even know anymore how to relate to people. I wanted to go into full detail of things that's happened to me but the conversation went elsewhere about other things. This is part of what frustrates me. They're as all over the place as I am. Yes I'm aware I'm complex to understand but not so much if they'd only try to listen. Want to refer me to here n there. Idk wtf to do. Crappy transportation doesn't help I know there trying to help me in their own way. Then family rides my back once it's over putting me down over something. Why do people even family hate me for when I bother absolutely nobody?. Oh but I can once I'm angry you better believe it I can. Maybe it's time I screw with some people again for being so crappy to me. Idk. Is there any hope for me and my life. I can't put details as I think they frequent this site that identify who I may be. They'd know if they read the details. Idk.
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