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Ok it never fails I'm woke up by this horrible man. Ok I was asleep or half asleep. Then all at once I hear "WELL GET ME MY FUCKING CLOTHES SO I CAN LEAVE". Twice I believe.
It flew all over me and I'm still pissed. Mom wouldn't answer me but I know it's because he wanted drugs .
she's trying to control them so he won't run he can't get them anywhere else. I ask mom why'd he act like that? So baby could get what he wants? All she'd do is make faces and noises. I say "how can you or why do you keep on letting him keep treating you like that "? All she'd say is I got used to it a long time ago.
WELL I'M NOT OK. THIS NEEDS TO STOP YOU CAN'T STAY IN A DRUG INDUCED CONTINUAL DRUNK ALL DAY EVERY DAY WITH A LIMITED AMOUNT OF DRUGS. Man I'm pissed.
He acts like he don't care. Running out entirely can equal death from the withdrawal being on them so long years upon years. You'd thought he's learned his lesson last Monday or Tuesday when his pressure was 200 heart attack and stroke level. But nooooooooooooooooooo. He's too fucking stupid to care and thinks in the back of his mind I'm gonna bail him out with my legal meds after all the shit he put me through this weekend.
Hell no. he can lay there and die or go to.The hospital. Im done with him and how he abuses me and mom. It came out how he truly feels about me while he was out of his head. Wants me gone basicly despite me still helping out here. apparently has no memory whatsoever of it or fighting with me and mom twice like a nuclear bomb going off.
I want vengeance so bad. And him to either stop get help and quit acting like this. I have to walk on eggshells and he'sa raging lunatic because if he don't or wont or if he don't get what he wants.
Nobody deserves to be put through this and I can't understand why it won't stop. My mental and emotional health matter too.
I wish I could go stay with somebody else but the only 2 relatives I have here gave me the 🖕. They don't care.
In part they're part of why he was pawned off on me . He was never to be my responsibly. Used abused and manipulated me until I was out of everything money wise then wants to toss me in the garbage now. Im just done with him. He's already at the point he has no livable legal address and I'm sure his disability review will come up sooner or later then of he don't receive it he will most likely be cut off.
He deserves it honestly for being so horrible to me and mom. It's the only thing he has in the world to his name. He pawned all his possessions minus a boom box and cds. So I have a feeling in the future he'll be homeless as in the past if not in a mental ward because he's unstable and psychotic. Lord give me some relief please. This man my dad is killing us here.
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