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Nobody should be forced into a bullshit situation like this. I'm just lost for words anymore.
WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU EXPECT DAD ? WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FROM ME I'M NOT OBLIGATED TO FEED YOUR FUCKING ADDICTION BECAUSE YOU ABUSED YOURS WITH YOUR 2 WEEK PARTY BINGE AND ARE OUT NOW!!!
YOU ARE OUT AND LOOK LIKE AND act LIKE HELL THAT IS NOT MY FAULT THIS IS JUST TOO MUCH WHEN ARE YOU GONNA QUIT ASKING FOR MY MEDICATION YOU KNOW DAMN WELL I DONT GET ENOUGH FOR 2 PEOPLE BUT YOU STILL WON'T QUIT ASKING ME ITS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT WHAT YOU DID OR THE FACT YOU WON'T TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR IT. THIS Is MY LEGAL MEDICATION NOT YOURS YOU DICK YOU SHOULDA THOUGHT OF THIS ON NOVEMBER 3RD BEFORE YOU STARED YOUR BINGE I WANT TO FUCKING KILL HIM. Oh it's ok it's alright you have no memory of it so it makes it perfectly ok π. To you. Bullshit
He won't stop. He won't seek help and I can't run out for him. I say how long are you gonna keep asking me how long am I gonna have to keep giving them to you ???π€π€―π π π π π π π π π π π π all he can say is well if I knew this was gonna be a problem and throws up crap from my past. I said I only get x amount he goes I know that. He wants to fucking bleed me dry isn't it enough he stole my savings now this?????? My God this is too much. You knew very well it would be a problem and this was in the back of your head all along. Hell no I'm through with this stuff.
All mom will say it's ok it's alright it'll be alright. On top of defending him which is unbelievable invalidating me. I go yeah it'll be alright when my bottle is empty. This is their typical behavior say anything to get what they want.
I seriously can't do this anymore. I want to walk away and not come back but I cant.
It's not my fault he won't go to the hospital or urgent care or drug treatment place. All I've ever done is pay for his mistakes in life and this one is one of the most frustrating I've ever dealt with minus his mean treatment being drunk n not remembering it.
It'd help and be different if he came and said I'm sorry for what I did can you please forgive me I'll do whatever I can to make amends .
But he hasn't n won't just keeps that salty miserable tone n attitude. I'm done ok. This is the worst he's ever done me. And he just wants to make excuses and sit in there and do nothing. I wanna kill him. What if I run out because of him? I can't even stand to go down a half of 1 a day. This is utter Bullshit and I'm suffering and mom n dad both act like I'm in the wrong if I refuse to help him. What in the actual fuck?
I'm like what does he expects from me? Mom goes to help him a little bit? Ok in 17 days time tell me how my medicine is gonna be replaced because he was stupid and expects me to give him mine? Huh. No they don't seem to care about that. All they'll say is well I helped you blah blah blah. Bullshit. I wish someone would take me away from here and I wouldn't look back. Nothing in this earth is worth going through this I wanna kill him it's his problem not mine fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck !
This is too much it's not my burden to bear he messed up and is making me suffer and pay for it I wish I had not been born πππ
Fuck me mother fuck me this why people commit suicide right here
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