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So not only can you not argue with a drunk, you cant argue with a mentally unstable person who thinks they're "never" wrong. It's always deflected back to me.
All this stuff came at me from left field. Ok if anybody reads my posts, mods etc, they know what I've been going through dealing with.
We my dad and I had another fight just for me stating the truth. I thought he was asleep .
He tries to both threat and silence me . And also throw the "you don't care if I live or die " crap at me when this is ALL his doings. And mom still is defending him . If I didn't I wouldn't have helped the miserable old coot even though it's not my fault he binged on 100 pills for 2 weeks pulling a hellacious drunk then wondering why I am so pissed off and angry.
Well I have every right to be. My only question is what do I do now. I'm trapped isolated with an unstable monster. How do I get out of this hell?
I want to though it may do more damage than good to
1. Email my aunt Deb. She told me *tell* my mom happy birthday and nothing more. You know no hey how are you or nothing. I want to tell her we'll thanks for NOT telling me how mom n dad stole checks off grandma for drugs and she threw them out when she found out. They my aunts and uncles there no doubt all knew cuz one chased mom up the road trying to hurt her for it.
Well guess what they did to me aunt Deb what they did to my grandma on a bigger scale. You could or anybody there could've told me this but nooooooooooo Nobody would. She my mom went to live with my gay uncle n his partner they were partiers too. Dad stayed living in a car. He bummed my next aunt I'm gonna mention of at least $10000. Ok she wouldn't keep dad over night she knew he was a thief n drugee bad ok drugs. So what's she do? It got to the point somehow dad called here to the horrible aunt I stayed with paying rent to mind you. She agreed to take dad in. I had to pay for the jerks bus ticket here we had to go Kroger and send him money via western union for it. Ok so I guess that happened ne finally came here on a bus. Then it was talk about trying to get mom here. Ok we did eventually after months. 3 days later were forced out by my ex uncle jimmy. No time to even look for a place I had to fit the bill for an apt rent deposit phone power bill. The had nothing ok to contribute that I recall mom didn't have disability yet or work. So we get moved in together. they get depended on me when I tell them do not get depended on me . It was supposed to be a 50 50 contribution thing. But it got go me end up paying for most everything. Then the drugs I thought they left in the past were back full force. I didn't understand at the Time. It got worse and worse the stealing leeching and manipulation came. So it got the point there drugs were more than I was bringing in. On top of them stealing rummaging through my stuff. Every other family member burned their bridges with mom n dad n now I see why . But it's too late . They knew. all of them knew how they were but would not tell me until I went through all this. Now my accounts are drained thanks to them and I've nowhere to go n Nobody wants me for what they did. Somebody could have said something. Especially family you aunt Deb. Now there all so mentally unstable idk what to do how to act etc. All dad can do is hurl slander when he's in the wrong. So he's turned into a hellacious drunk abd I can't escape him or his hell. I want so bad to have some peace. It's not fun feeling alone in t he world.
2. Aunt Sherry . You knew far better than I about this predicament but sent him here to me anyway. I know what you also said to my horrible aunt c. That I should be locked up forceful ly because she is a truth stretcher and gossiper about me. It's dad that needs that not me geez. You knew all this stuff you could have told me on the phone but wouldn't. So now I've had a half a lifetime of hell because you kept your mouth shut. Like the rest of mom's fam . Yeah . I understand now why you won't go visit my grandma's grave cuz u wronged her too. By the way he physically assaulted me 3 times since 2018 not that you care .
God help me
I hate being in this situation it's bull.
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