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I don't have alot to say. I'm grateful for the little things. However my dad is a Judas. Plain and simple. Why else does no other family talk to him beyond my needy aunt? Even she went like 6 to 10 years I don't recall the exact amount without speaking to him over of course of all things like he always did "not paying her money back". That's nothing new. He did it again later after they started talking. She "forgave" him I guess just so she can call whine and cry over here every other day about her her her. It was only a few hundred dollars at times I think. Not $30000 like he did me. He still can't handle me bringing that up. You can't blame me for hating him for doing that on top of being abusive too. He's lying manipulating cut throat drunk addict. He cares only for himself and himself only just like his sister after I was good enough to pay for him to come here. I so long to get away from him asap. At least then it'll be mom whos gotta put up with his drunks and not be too. She's yet to do anything to him so. I have 0 compassion for somebody who just wants to act like I'm worthless and think they can treat me bad all the time on top of everything else he's fine to me. Never asked him to get depended on me. Never said I'd carry him through life while he party's every day and I work my ass off. Now he just wants to throw me in the dumpster because all he does is use. He's not gonna change unless he's serious so I gotta get away from him asap. I will be so happy to get free of him . He's nothing but a downer , a mean bullshitter to get what he wants from you, joy stealer, money taker, liar, and belligerent drunk who takes 0 for anything he does so I never shouldve had to pay for any of his mistakes in life but I have. It may change but it will take time. I can't lose hope .
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