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You're a effing idiot dad. You said you weren't going to buy anymore of those drugs now you're right back out there buying a 2nd quantity when you were just complaining about money this morning. Is this never going to end omg ðŸ˜. This is a nightmare because of how he acted this morning waking us all up yelling just it's awful. Dr Jekyll my Hyde type thing only he's the awful guy as long as he's on them. How do I get away from here?. I told mom earlier that this is too much we can't live together anymore even though he's only here illegally with no actually livable mailing address claiming to be separated for moms disability when they're not. Mom can't handle the past talk. It's because of them I'm stranded here them leeching my life savings away NOT PAYING IT BACK. My Dr tried to hint at some things I've told them it's a wonder I'm even still here living with guess I've been through hell with these people my Dr just don't know all of it. That's the tip of the iceberg what ibtokd them. Yet I have to lie because they're lying claiming to be separated when they're not. That's why I wish I hadn't been forced to move back in with them. I only had 1 car I worked s d psid for myself on top of bringing them here out of homelessness. and they never bought they're own car in all the years here until mine quit in the driveway it's just been junk cars. Why? They can't save money and have bad credit. They brought me down so far in life how do I get back up? I've been doomed since they re-enterd my life. I don't know how I'm gonna get back up I got physical as well as mental issues. I can't believe disability turned me down despite saying I was suicidal to a jerk psychiatrist who got bad reviews on Google. I guess I gotta prove my suicidalness to them . My legs are not physically able to stand 8 to 10 hrs on concrete like they used to on top of my anxiety made me throw up upon leaving for work alot of days. Ladt time I worked in a factory literally I'd be limping out of bed I stood so many years on concrete. Nobody warned me about that either what it would do. Pushing pulling tugging heavy loads up a ramp unsafely by myself bet you didn't always have a helper in a former craphole factory I used to work at. I was forced into factory work out of school one of the most toxic places ever worked at. No I can't change the past I just I've had to much hell and MISERY from one thing or another here. I should've never came here because dad just brought his drug addiction along with them coming here when a Dr offered them drugs they'd quit taking. They started again for year's.
So Upon returning only 30 minutes ago they mom n dad both get upset me stating the truth about his drugs. He gets extra super hateful to me and so does mom. The deal was to let mom keep and monitor them to him
(which seems seemingly impossible now I should just give up I guess but if he eats them in 1.5 weeks and runs out hell be right back with blood pressure stroke level of 200 going wahh what am I going to do now gimme some of your legal ones LIKE I DID ALL MID NOVEMBER 😠😠😠😠😣😣😣😣😣😠😠😠😠😠😣😣 THAT'S WHAT IM TRYING TO PREVENT BUT YOU SEE how I GET TREATED iN THE PROCESS AND MOM GOES "IM SO SICK OF HEARING ABOUT THOSE PILLS!
Anxiety pills: benzodiazepines.
WELL ME TOo IM SICK OF ALL THE BULLSHIT AND ABUSE HERE. IM DONE WITH HIM AND HIM TREATING ME LIKE SHIT TRYING TO HELP HIM. THEY GOTTA WANNA HELP THEMSELVES I GUESS .
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ITS HOPELESS I don't want him keeping us up another week I've been up 3 days now fml I'm done with all of this. And him. I gotta get outta here some how for my self and sanity and happiness. God help me
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