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Ever ever treat my child as my dad has treated me. Addiction or no addiction drunkenness or not you don't have to be a raging lunatic to your family , refuse to accept anything that is his fault on top of condemning me for the last 3 years of my life. I should have told him when he called begging for my help and said no you homeless piece of crap you made the mess you figure it out.
like he's cruelly told me to just " you figure it out" when I approached him multiple times with problems before. Or the worst
"you sucked for it lay right with it".
Well ok? Who does he come begging to bail him out of a bind every month when abuses drugs getting drunk then runs out and can get no more off the street? Me!!!!!!!!! Then moms tiny script.
I'm seriously done with him and I'd never do this stuff to my child I'd accept responsibility and go get drug help. But he won't. He's in there right now Saturday Dec 4th 2021 842 pm , laid backwards passed out he dropped his food plate 3 times in the floor and was cussing mom saying the food sucked she couldn't cook. It was steak cubes , potatoes, and corn bread it was mostly good actually.
You don't know how fucking sick of his drug abuse shit I am. I couldn't believe he bought more today after saying he wasn't gonna do it grumbling about money this morning that's why I In part exploded on him he would not shut up. Oh but it's ok to spend over $400 on your stupid pills to get drunk huh to ask mom for one every hour not remembering it. Id never put my child through this hell. No matter what age.
I want out desperately and I have no way out no family will take me in. They know dad's an addict user liar thief. I'm not like him I'm not perfect but not like him. In 2 decades I never asked anybody for anything (other fam) I've always been bummed here Mom said she's done today she dressed him down. Will he remember it not likely. If I had to be in a shelter homeless it'd be better than this every month. My town has none sadly. They don't care they I think city hall is taking funding using it for selfish stuff or pocketing it Fuck dad for bringing me down with him then condemning me for everything.
Idk if I'll ever have children but if I do or did I'd be good to them . Not put them through a nightmare like this.
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