A letter to somebody I have never forgiven

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You are a horrible person. I've been wronged bad by alot of people in life but you are probably the worst one. Dad. Idk how to forgive. The beatings. The verbal mental emotional abuse gaslighting on top of using me manipulating me being a thief and a leech. How how do you forgive all that?

WITH NO APOLOGIES???????????????? WHAT WOULD IT TAKE? APOLOGIES FOR STARTERS. GET HELP WITH YOUR DRUG PROBLEM quit PUTTING US THROUGH ABUSE EVERY MONTH.

Instead of sitting in there month to month wasting money getting drunk a week plus then not remembering the hell you put us through afterwards nor wanting to hear the recordings I made of you.

You are a horrible person who near stripped me of everything I ever had in life I worked for in exchange for helping you when nobody else would. How do you forgive that somebody tell me? How do you heal from all that? being told to die, to kill yourself, being beaten ,choked pummeled , thrown off steps having your knee injured? And get called crazy on top of it all? How just how??????? On top of telling your aunt this most of it then her turning you away?? Yet act so religious. How just how? Why did I have to go through all this.

Itd take massive apologies, and big attempts at amends to even come close. Yet I need to forgive for my own well being. Its 212 in the morning. Sigh. I need a ticket out.

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