Rant

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Dad is literally driving mom crazy now. I feel sorry for her. I have to hear it all. Even in my room I hear it all. He's more combative than I can remember in the past seemingly. This is nonsense. I don't know how she's tolerating it because I'd lose it on him. Good job dad good job you win the douche of the year award for putting us through so much hell misery torment mental anguish etc. I'm seriously fed up with it all. He's an asshole to me, he yells IM SO SICK OF THIS him fighting with mom wanting all the drugs back he just bought mom's keeping for him him yelling I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE . Funny 5 days ago he wasn't like this at all. Quiet. Somewhat talkable too.

Is it worth it dad? All this for your pills ? Come time you run out you won't remember none of this. I wanna punch him in the face so hard. I wish I had a ticket out of here. It sucks being shunned by family that I have here for no reason plus my social media people. Some of them They used to want to use me to cry to but now 99 percent of them bailed on me stopped talking when things got good. Stranger's are kinder than the ones I'm referring to like j. I hate being trapped and alone in this. A crisis line didn't know what to say last month. How do you when you can't leave and got nowhere to run to.

My aunt isn't 5 miles from me and she won't have me. Sure she just moved but she wouldn't have me before that but she'd call go wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Doug did this or that wahh 😭. I'd have thrown not one shoe at her like Doug but a whole store full for being so petty and uncaring. I bet she started that fight. She said on Facebook "I had to let a good man go this morning...blah blah blah" like 2 months ago. It was all a lie she didn't let him go. For pity im guessing. Mom said " I believe she's going wack a doo". She sure as hell don't pity me n she knows dad physically assaulted me too but will come here and look him directly in the eyes like she never heard about it. I couldn't look her man in the eyes if I knew he beat on her I'd wanna beat up an abuser it takes a coward to beat their children or woman and dad is surely a coward. Why is my family so messed up? I never did anything to anyone of them. Dad needs locked up in a mental asylum quite honestly. His behavior is of such.

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