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My biggest regret was thinking family had my back only to be proved wrong. I was given these false hopes of my aunt helping with my college only for it to NEVER HAPPEN. WHY WAS I EVEN TOLD THAT THEN???!? Then here came my own parents who expected ME to have their backs when they couldn't keep themselves afloat or didn't want to for their drug addictions and other family wouldn't tell me they just thrust them on me like here ya go they're your problem now. I had to find this out all on my own as everything about it was hid from me. Well eventually they told it on themselves some but by then it was too late they pulled me into their quicksand of life. You don't do that to your own family. Somebody couldve told me how they robbed my grandma blind but nooooooooooo it was 🤐. I shouldn't have to have been their lifeboat which got dependant on and used me. I worked hard as hell. In hot temps. Hard labor. They made you work faster seemingly than Amazon employees yes I've saw how they work. Somebody couldve had my back but no in the end you can only trust God and yourself. My family isn't trust worthy. They all allowed me to get screwed over or they did themselves such as one cousin took my insurance check and ran. No I haven't been perfect but I wouldn't ruin someones life by my own mistakes. This is only for my own venting purposes it's nothing to do with anyone here fyi if you're reading. I just hate how things went up to this point in time. I lost my car, retirement, savings, guitar, and other stuff alot because of my parents. Also Who the hell tells you "no you can't quit you don't work were sunk"?!????? My parents the ones who had too much of a free ride on me that's who. They came here on plane and bus they had no vehicle just junker my dad had wouldn't make it here it's too far a drive. I couldn't leave they had 0 vehicle and only dad got income then. If that wasn't bad enough later dad physically assaulted me. More than once. So yes I have alot of reason to not like my family. NOBODY ever did that stuff to them. Why did I have to get a sucky hand of poker? I was damned before I even came here. I can't change the past all I can do is try to better myself.
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