My feelings

My parents are mentally ill. Every month they go through this. Mood changes attitude changes. Periods of sour saltiness sometimes lasting near a week or more depending on the situation. I felt uneasiness last night and I see why.

I don't need this sh!t life is too short. It's not my fault they can't stand the dog barking. It's not my fault dad abuses drugs gets drunk then runs out and can't stand the withdrawal. It's not my fault they can't stand themselves. It's not my fault he's got so much resentment about the past imagine what I feel how he's fought with me and cussed us and cries no memory , and even is too chicken sh!t to watch the video I have of him being abusive to mom. That's cowardly. Fml. I'd wanna know what I did wrong so I could "try" to make it right. They just make excuses.

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