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The b.s. continues. It's now 347 in the effing morning. Can we sleep here? NO WE CAN'T for mr loud ass harassing drunk in there. I NEED SLEEP. HE'S HAD ALOT IVE HAD 2 HRS IN 2 DAYS.
He's harassing mom. I have to get up to tell him leave her alone we can't sleep for him. He goes "shut up". I go I don't have to. Then I tell him hell regret this when it's over. He condescendingly mocks da da da ba ba ba like that. It's the truth though. He wakes up when it's over OH NO IM OUT OF DRUGS 😠knowing running out cold turkey for days can be fatal. Do you see that he cares? Obviously not until he wakes up sober out of pills because he always ends up getting some of mine the using manipulator.
His own mother my grandma told him when she was alive "where did I go wrong with you"? It's because everything was do it or die his way or the highway. He's still got that attitude unfortunately and his stubbornness is his downfall. Sigh. Yeah. As my cousin said there's smart drug addicts and there's dumb ones. His son was a dumb one went to jail on fake weed and theft many times. Tried to boss supervisors around him being a normal worker too so they basically fired him that's how effed up him my other cousin his son is.
But Tbh dad has no self control and is dumb in what he does and I'm absolutely not defending him in anyway.
He knows in reality he was told before his psychiatrist dismissed him for not taking antidepressants it could take him 2 years to wean him off these drugs. So now he scavenges the streets for them only to abuse them. He always did Abuse them even when he got them legally. So it's not new he's just becoming more agressive mean and raging when this happens. Then after he goes to sleep goes I DIDN'T DO NOTHING not remembering cussing us all to hell harassing fighting etc with us mainly when it's over he cries no remembrance. Refuses to watch my videos of him too. So I just don't know anymore. It's effed up. I'm so tired sigh😴ðŸ˜ðŸ’¤
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