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How does mom think I'll forget. I WILL NEVER FORGET OK NEVER! It's been 8 days since it happened. Mom acts like I should sweep it under the rug. Are you fucking kidding me? Forget that dad both pushed me then came right at me saying I'LL CUT YOUR FUCKING HEAD OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Oh he don't remember" mom says. Are you serious taking up for that abuser. Just because he don't remember it don't mean it didn't happen. I wish I owned a gun for self defense. The problem with the him and I were both too hot headed. Though I did nothing to deserve what he did to me he was drunken mad man on pills drunk on them. That's why next morning he didn't understand that why I said I wouldn't piss on him if he was on fire for how he treated me. It's still fresh in my mind even though it only happened a bit over a week ago. I'll never forget it. Your dad should be a supportive person not a homicidal maniac to his family. He said good egen mom said she'd blow her brains out if she had a gun . He said he didn't care if I had a hard because I told him your gonna cause me one all the stress yelling and cussing. And now he's claiming the amnesia as free pass for all his abusive hellish behavior. God that makes me so mad 😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠🔥😤.
Doesn't mean he isn't still accountable for it. God knows. God saw it all. Nothing is hidden to God. It's not fair I had to go through that with my dad and him claim no remembrance of it. Mom does but her policy sweep it under the rug smh . I wish somebody would at least give him a black eye of something. I just want vengeance. The way he acted he was seriously gonna murder me. I've never seen him that psycho. What does that mean for future behavior? If I ever go silent on this site it'll probably mean I'm dead likely. That's how unstable my dad is idk what he is capable of. I fear for my safety honestly. The marijuana after it's gone increases his psychosis so he don't normally smoke it. But the pills drunk is what happens every month. He becomes the most horrible thing imaginable. He went to far this time he really did . I wish I could just walk away. Never come back not speak to him again. He's a dog. Vermin. He's the lowlife. Not me. Only God can help him we can't. Why mom won't force him to leave idk. I'll never be the same long as I live for what he did to me. You don't forget that stuff. It's not something you just "smooth over". It's a BIG DEAL. HUGE DEAL. If he dies B4 me not sure I want his remains/ashes. He's not real family anymore. Don't need him.
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