Unhappy father's day continued

I can't help it dad irks the hell out of me . As if everything else I've mentioned wasn't enough. Dad's a jackass. You can't control him or do nothing with us. See this is a non smoking apt. Ok upon him waking up he goes to get his weed stash. He's still messed up somewhat from the pills. Ok we just moved in here I DON'T WANNA GET THROWN OUT OR HAVE POLICE CALLED BECAUSE OF A CHILDISH ACTING DRUNK. WTF.

Oh he thinks he can go smoke weed in the bathroom cuz its gotta exhaust fan. Ok you know other apts will smell it. Yesterday in our bathroom I smelled skunk weed odor for a long time and nobody here smoked it. Dad's just like " you can't prove where it comes from". Why the hell do you need to stay stoned drunk all the time??

He also was talking about my cousin who he bought it from like he values them more than me. He did say I fkd every thing up by being born today so. He went to talk ing oh they said they'd like to have anlthee Coleman lantern. YET HE DON'T GIVE A FK WHAT ID LIKE OR HOW I WANNA BE TREATED. I feel he will be repaid somehow someway for all his mistreatment of me and mom. Why why do I have a dad like this? Grandma told him where did I go wrong with you. Its my belief that he was made to feel not good enough in school so he thought he'd uses drugs n rebellion to compensate. Even so he didn't have to be abusive to me or mom. Smoke your weed dad since you value your drugs more than us. He earlier this week was counting his money out of his mind saying he chooses drugs over us. So have at it dad. I'm beyond over you and your crap. Just don't cry to me or beg to me for help as you did before. A day may come you'll need it again.

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