I am the loser

I shouldn’t trusted you when you let me go and made me believe that you don't love me anymore like before. I should have doubted you when you who told me that you would do anything for me but just let me go. I should have known why you used to ignore me sometimes.

But I am the arrogant fool, blind loser and a sinner who never understood your love for me.

God! What I've done! Now I completely lost you forever.

You told me you were sick. I wish I would pay attention but I never did, thought it was some kind of nothing serious. What kind of lover I was? I never tried to know your problems. I never managed to love you enough but my arrogant brain thought I loved you more than you do. God! I wish I'd be there for you. At least try to know why a person who loves me so much, care for me so much let me go that way. I am sorry I wish you would forgive me. Your friend told me everything today and I will never be able to forgive myself. Never! I should have doubted that something is not right. I should have known you were letting me go and stopped trying because you were preparing to leave me us forever. I am a sinner loser and blind with my false self pride. God! She is gone. Cannot believe it

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