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Just I get tired people being mean in life. My dads an asshole for starters. His misery he takes out on others. IYS NOT MY FAULT HES IN DRUG WITHDRAWAL AND CAN'T SLEEP. He's an emotional mentally unstable moodyperson yet CALLS ME CRAZY. Yeah I probably am from all I ever knew was to try to survive his hellish drunks. This year he threatened to cut my head off. Drunk. Says he don't remember saying that. Had I not backed away I think he might have killed me. For real.
On father's day he said "you messed everything up being born". I felt lower than low that day I might have cried too I don't remember.
I think he'll get whats coming eventually to him. I don't understand how he's gotten away with physically assaulting me 3 times. Well I know God keeps excellent records. not that I'm a perfect person I'm not Im really not but I don't make others lives hell either. He does. He's the reason in part I need a psychiatrist psychologist therapist etc.
I'm only guessing the same b s is coming again he's going to get another quantity of drugs tomorrow or next day what he gets drunk on. He goes on "I can't keep doing this I'm gonna die it'll kill me" when he's taking next to no drugs sober. But when he starts its another story.
Look its like this I believe he could quit if he put effort in it to try. He won't. That's the problem he won't listen to nobody.
And do you think anybody will listen to me when I'm out into fight or flight mode by him? Hell no. My aunt blocked me yet cries to us about her own problems. That's not right at all selfish one sided obnoxious c-ount. I'm not sorry I she didn't have to treat me like sh!t last 4 years , go π about her problems of fighting with 2 men (J and d) but in turn give me the πlike I don't care about your problems.
You don't treat people like that.
Why didn't she call a crisis line instead of us like she told me to do when dad tried to break my door to get into hurt me and messaged n told her huh????!!!! Huh tell me that π aunt c????????? Hypocrite. Id take pleasure in seeing her vehicle burn for being such a b!tch to me.
Like the time she purposely left me out of a family outing only got room for 2 she said arrogantly. No that was a lie to keep me from going I know I rode in her vehicle once it can seat 3 in the back. Well I'll stop but she's been sh!tty to me for nothing for a long time. I hope she gets the same treatment she gave me. Ok end rant. Those are my feelings
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