Rant, life with a drug addict

My life shouldn't be this way. I'm sick and tired of suffering because of my parents. We never but rarely get along. And dad continually harasses me FOR MY OWN FKING MEDS HES ADDICTED TO, ABUSES, RUNS OUT OF, THEN CRIES TO ME BEING AGGRESSIVE. what part of (me screaming) I DON'T FKING GET ENOUGH FOR 2 PEOPLE DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND YOU MISERABLE FKING LEECH!?!??!??

Oh no 140 wasn't enough. You had to stay drunk 2.5 weeks or 1.5 I don't even know anymore. Yelling cussing raging all hours me having to babysit to make sure he wouldn't burn the place down with a cigarette constantly falling asleep.

And now, asks for more. And more. He won't fking stop. I tell him I DON'T WANT TO RUN OUT EITHER. Stupid fk 😤😡😠. I wish he'd fking drug help.

Despite him being aggression and denying it plus talking over you blaming you for it, all mom will say is "it'll be all right". I feel like fking killing him. Mental psychotic drug addicted bastard. Fk. I can't win for losing or ever be happy imma just kill myself I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fking tired of this sh!t I always pay for his stupidity 🤯🔫🔪😭🖕

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