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I don't always say what"s on my mind, like you think I do. Because I feel I have to hide and put my feelings away from you. But .. You're my everything, you remind me of life!! , you are life, you bring me back to life!! Back to You. I can't hold it all in !! today, I almost was gonna message you and say I love you so damn much and wonderful things about you , just everything! Because you make me feel happy. And I want to share my happiness with you. Gah that doesn't make sense!!
I-I really feel a strong connection with you. I can't get away and I don't want to. I want you to take me into you. I can't help feeling the way I do. I'm lost in you.
You take my breathe away, all the time without even being there with me, and without even trying. Just by being yourself..
It's just.. natural.. being myself is loving you unconditionally, that my love for you wants to burst open!! Like explode, blossom , or just be reborn.. it's hard to express it with words..But feels like my soul..wants to like let out energy or orgasm in a weird way (-.- embarrassing). I want to show you who I truly am. And I want to see who you truly are. Every day I want to share it all with you. (I promise I"m not obsessed with you and i"m not a stalker!! This is not a crush!)
It's impossible to tell you of this. Maybe it's best if I don't tell you at all. I don't know what to do at this moment. If I could, I'd go see you by surprise and share life's many experiences with you. (Sigh)..
It might sound pathetic and unbelievable when I say I love you, because I don't know you inside and out. I don't know who you are.
I don't know yet why, how, and when exactly I fell for you.. But I think I always loved you without being aware of it. And somewhere along the way I slowly realized bit by bit . It snuck up on me like a ninja.
You are not just one sound. you're a never ending song of many sounds , like ever expanding art to me. Life. I don't know why or how but with every happy memory I ever had in my life.. Almost everything I ever experienced , all my fragments of meaningful memories somehow remind me of you. Somehow you just trigger something beautiful and great in me.
I hope you at least somewhat understand what I said. There is not a single way to express all my love for you. Be it , in art, in sound, in words, etc .
You make me want to be more myself, all the way. But i'm afraid I might kiss you without thinking. Because your deep beautiful mysterious eyes are hypnotic. They never fail to draw me in.
If I did tell you of this, it was only because I wanted to express myself.
Not to pursue you.
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