Just writing

I don't give a eff what you say you're not in you're right mind. While mom was gone to the store dad in his delusional state thinks he's right in cussing mom out this morning. Mom said he was the one throwing things like pill bottles I guess I know I heard one sometime last night.

He was trying to get me to agree with him that mom's in the wrong.

I said im not saying nothing.

However what is unsaid because I know how unstable he is is that he's not in his right mind despite him thinking he is. He wasn't acting like this or playing victim trying to manipulate mom for drugs before he got them yesterday.

Ok you can't comeback to mom every 2 hours or so asking for drugs yet saying or thinking you're taking them correctly. His behavior speaks for itself too. Im pretty sure no prescription anywhere says take 1 every 2 hours. Yet he's denying wrong doing. Its just a mess that his delusional mind is thinking he's in the right cussing going all to hell over everything plus wanting to take the drugs as he pleases. whatever. I feel so sorry for mom right now yet she won't throw him out. He says I don't want to fight yet starts it ags it on. He needs his ass kicked for being so mean to us. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. Do you really enjoy putting us through hell dad because you're a drunken mental psychotic mess? I wish I could get out of here for good. Things are too expensive especially for one person to make it here its why there are homeless here yet the city does nothing not cares that's why it makes me mad our mayor is the sit pretty don't give a sh!t type. I mean they even ran them out of the woods. They wasn't bothering anybody. Oh but it "messes up the beauty of our city" is the way they look upon them here. Not very compassionate at all. That's another part why I hate this place. Its a craphole city full of snobbish people. I digress but im just ranting here. I regret ever coming here. Nobodys got your back. People will see you stuck and walk by you like its an amusement or something. I was in a hit and run once I think it was an illegal Latino they're bad to drive with no license here. All traffic behind me would do was honk for me to move. Nobody cared I was just in an accident that they took off fleeing the scene. It hurt my neck too. I hope they got their karma. Never did find who did it. I don't know anymore. Im sleep deprived angry frustrated etc. Sigh

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