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So. More bullsh!t. Yay me :(
Like its seems like there's a cloud that rains π©on me. I ALWAYS seem to pay for mom and dads foolishness and mistakes in one way or another. A cyclone lately of it feels like honestly. If isn't my dad drunk fighting with him or mom or him wanting my meds its this.
Well what led up to it. Past lies my mom's been telling to get food and products for us at a certain place. A review came up for us here. So my ass was nailed against the wall because of their lies. I only had 2 answers to give and either one im damned if I do or don't.
I won't give every detail but it involved me having to lie. So they want verification of said answer. Which of course I don't have it because its b s. They want said people to verify it. Hopefully prayerfully I can resolve this with them however Mom and I didn't know they'd want all information about it. And its what dad said for me to say too.
So my necks in the noose. We could get investigated. They act like they don't give a f*ck. Because it don't affect them ohit will if we go to jail. If mom hadn't told this place x amount she could have been my answer but. No now it falls on me. It just doesn't pay to lie, and I don't like to, but I was forced into it by our living situation.
Part why im mad is since its not affecting mom or dad they act like they don't give a f*ck. I told mom too and she got extremely hateful and defensive. Why do I have to pay for bullsh!t they do? Its not my fault we were forced into this situation. And as I told mom how she is, if anything like this happens or A bad worrysome situation pops up for herself she panics and is like '"I DON'T KNOW WHAT IM GONNA DOπ".
BUT
if it don't affect them its like eh whatever I don't care. I told mom this because im not a coward to hold things in and she talked to me like sh!t. Well ITS THE TRUTH U BUNCH OF HYPOCRITES. If we weren't forced here this likely wouldn't have happened. But this on top of fighting, my dad, his drunks, wanting begging me for my meds, im gonna π₯ π€―π₯
ππ. Why me why does it have to rain sh!t on me π
FML
WHY MEEEEEEEEEEEE WHYYYYY???! FK FK FK FK FK FUUHHHHHHKKKKKKKKK
Im not a bad person im really not. I hate lies. I hate lying. I was Just pushed into having to do things I didn't want to do to survive. Such is life though. Look at politicians they spit out more lies than a $ bill counter. Yet they aren't held accountable. Unless its really bad. Idk the world is fkd up. Sigh :( I hope you're happy mom. Haven't I suffered enough by y'all and crappy co workers? Fml
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