Untitled Rant

Why are my parents so miserable? Ahhhhhh. I mean besides the obvious. Earlier dad scolded the dog for making noises wanting to play. I said HEY HES NOT DOING ANYTHING WRONG. He still took the fly swat to him a bit FOR NOTHING. HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG HE WANTED TO PLAY THAT'S ALL!!!

A dog is gonna bark. Its like they want him to do stuff only when they want. Like at our previous apt dad would instigate him barking playing. Later on scold him when he didn't want him to bark? Is that right? No its not. Its not doggos fault dads mentally unstable and probably in drug withdrawal that's dads fault not the dogs. You don't just go whip a dog cuz its barking is inconvenient at the moment. Im the only sensible one in our family. Like I told mom if you can't stand barking why'd you get the dog? We love him but mom and dad are easily agitated on meds they are on. You can't expect a dog to be silent all the time. Its been through enough trauma. As have I from my drunk drunken dad. Their moods vary. They're very moody. They project their misery on us the dog and I. Once dad hit the dog tried to choke it for no reason. Yeah if your parent will do it to an animal they'll do it to their children too. And they have me too. Not that I can change anything. They act like im supposed to just forget what was done to me. I WILL NEVER FORGET NEVER NEVER NEVER. If I didn't have to stay here I wouldn't. Im just ranting but seriously I will never forget how my dad has abused me. Just because his parent/s were physical to him in ways didn't make it ok to physically harm me like its ok. Nothing ever validates abuse. Sigh idk.

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