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I hate it when an accidental button press erases everything you wrote.
But starting over. Ever notice how people go from mean to nice to you? Its usually not for no reason.
Such is my dad. He knows he needs me. He went from talking to me like a psychotic Rottweiler to like honey from yesterday. It ain't for no reason. He knows he needs me so he's in ass kissing mode. Like how he talks to his drug dealer. He's got 2 faces. One for speaking to others and one speaking to me. He's not normal really that nice. Never has been. Unless its his acquaintances , drug dealer etc.
I know his tactics like the back of my hand. He's a manipulator. I wasn't born last night or yesterday.
And once he don't need you he goes back treating you like sh!t. I hate being in this situation but I can't up leave. He needs my medication that's all it is. He can't keep his drugs because he abuses them all runs out repeat. Mom washes her hands of it . Leaves it all on me. I've said it 10000 times I DON'T GET ENOUGH FOR 2 PEOPLE. My dads an idiot drug addict or not. Even I know not to run out or over take my meds . You'll pay for it if you do. So he is and tries to make me pay for it too. Im just stating facts. I shouldn't have to pay for his stupidity. All mom would say today is "oh well" when I said he's only got one left. I shouldn't have to worry about this in the 1st place. 😤😠😡. It is his problem NOT MINE
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