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Today we received a letter. Basically there's a planned inspection on our place. Well mom and dad knew not to smoke in this apt BUT THEY DID ANYWAY. Moving a picture aside you can see the brown on the wall compared to behind it. As dad pulls his drunks every month about the 1st og each for about 10 days getting out of his mind burning cigarette burn in the carpet, spilling dropping sodas onto the carpeting and himself, on top of being a mean cussy yelling harassing sob, I already anticipate it to not go well and mom fight with him. I told him you better make sure you're sober by then. Hes like your mom's going vto have to quit smoking in here. They both do and its a non smoking place. How we gonna get that odor out?
What's sad 1 thing anyway of many, is I don't even smoke and my Dr. the other day smelled it on me asking me if i smoke when i put down i don't. Yeah the walls need washed now 🙄😒.
Dad about overdosed earlier this month. You know when he didn't even know moms name that's pretty bad, he asked "what's your last name?" Then went "F*CK YOU!". The problem is dad remembers nothing of it HE NEVER DOES NOR WILL HE WATCH ANY VIDEO I HAVE OF HIM. too ashamed i guess. Its never pleasant. I thought he was gonna die this time. Idk if he'll ever learn or not. He also told me "F*CK YOU" 2 or 3 times without cause. So its easy to have hatred/anger him treating us like that. Idk hes been more aggressive by the month, he gave me death threat last year said "I'LL CUT YOUR F*CKING HEAD OFF". I think he would have toi he was is such a psychotic state. Had i not walked away him starting a fight with ne verbally like always. He's the most difficult person I've ever seen to live with. If i didn't have to i wouldn't. Its a wonder mom hasn't harmed him yet after all the hell hes put us through. Idk what'll happen other than same old same old likely. If i can't him out if here before they inspect we could lose the place if he's a cussing drunk. He don't care for anything in that state what he does what happens etc. So. Idk. Well see i guess.
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