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Today hasn't exactly been all roses. Well maybe the thorny prickly part. Dads a hugely mean asshole being drunk.
I haven't slept well much in about 4 days. Mom went off on me FOR NO REASON taking her frustration from dad again out on me. I told her she's going to have to stop doing that. She goes "i don't mean to".
She also went off on dad (i don't blame her) 3 times for harassing her and cussing her so much because she won't give him what he wants. (He wants to eat the drug's like they're tictacs).
Hes already quite a bit out of his mind. Slouching over falling asleep. I couldn't nap for them
fighting. And all he keeps talking about is going buying more. Idiot. HE DON'T NEED ANYMORE
His problem is beyond us yet he won't seek help. Once he sobers up after all this usually in about 10 days he cries no remembrance of and cries to me begs me for my own meds when he binges on too effing many. Its a wonder he don't overdose. We don't need this in our lives mom and I. She already told him to leave yesterday. He won't. He may not even remember. Its driving mom crazy.
He won't seek help so what do you do with someone like that? a mean cussy unruly belligerent hateful drunken addict? In the not so distant past he was like "you knew i was a drunk before we married" he told mom. Maybe so but I don't think she expected him to be hateful son of a b. Its also a wonder neighbors haven't called cops both yelling and screaming. I know they hear it. I heard upstairs music 2 days ago. So that shows how thin walls are and floors. I don't know what its going to take to make dad stop being this way. He loses all control and sense of right and wrong like this. I don't know. Its a bunch of sh!t him doing this to us
If wants to be a cussy mean miserable drunk, let him go somewhere else and do it. Ive had enough for one lifetime of this behavior, so has mom. All she'll do is smoke smoke smoke those cigs. I thought she smoked alot before. By 12 today i saw her smoke 5 times. Sheesh. I hate also dad saying using that g d word. Bad things happen every time he does. Not immediately but later on. I don't think there's a coincidence. Hes in there talking to himself to show you how out of his mind he is smh. I just don't get it.
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