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I hope I can sleep soon. Borderline hallucinating is kinda strange. I'll sleep tonight I hope.
Mom's already asleep she didn't sleep either. We had to prepare for our apt inspection. Dad brought on more anxiety being a drama queen than was necessary. I even told mom that . The man has 0 hobbies beyond tv and drunkenness. so sober he doesn't know what to do with himself. But complain start trouble etc. Idc if its in fun (rarely he's a moody person idk its so hard not to take him seriously lots of times he is).
Anyway yes the inspection is over but I had to take the dog outside for 20 minutes in the cold. Dad went with aunt c to eat and to her apt because he's not supposed to be here( not my fault that's his a mom's doings I don't want him here anyway really).
Yeah he started trouble when he got home that was bull she!t.
He went on about how her man is on thc gummies. But I wonder. He abused his dog threw it one time. Will he do it to her my aunt? He already threw a shoe at her lol. Mom's like her ex was mean to her. What about me?! NOBODY GIVES A FVCK HOW MEAN SHES BEEN TO ME
"only got room for two" to me keep away from a family outing
because she's petty at me for some reason hates me. they and my parents went I was at home had to see it from social media. That really sucked. IDGAF you don't do that to family. She whined when her son excludes her. Hypocrite.
Then there was the "im so sorry call a crisis line" when she was all I had to reach out to when dad tried to break my door down to hurt me And assaulted me. But her? She got a measly shoe thrown at her by her man Doug she acted like that was the end of earth for poor poor her. But me... getting my face beat in and neck strangled by my dad, oh that's nothing to her. "Im so sorry call a crisis line" funny she wouldn't do it. Whined to us boo hoo hoo.
Then the Dr appointment. Our car broke down I had an appointment tomorrow. Then. She was running around town stopped by. It was told her im afraid to lose my Dr she's like in a sour voice looking me with mean eyes directly in my eyes "well you better go call em then". Instead of a sure no problem i got you. It was a IDGAF. So I have big rights be angry with her. I did nothing to deserve any of that. She goes to church and treats me that way?????
Uh do we pray to the same God I wonder? Because what happened to do unto others as you would have them do unto you!!!??????????? She's 1 sided. I get told to "look over her". Funny dad wouldn't speak to her for year's over money.
I didn't deserve mistreatment by her. Nor my dad. She don't know how it is not having friends in a snobby town is. It sucks. I can't get no satisfaction as Mick Jagger says. Lol im crazy from lack of sleep too.
I may delete this upon restored sanity. But for real family don't gotta do me that way. Im human I have feelings too. She once went at our apt " my floors are dirty" then cried 😭. Goes we all have our days. Ok.WHAT ABOUT WHEN I HAD MINE!!!??? IT WAS 🖕🤐 byeeeeeeeeee🐎🏃♀️💨
I have a right to be angry.
And what's bad my aunt who cares for me aunt b was institutionalized recent because my uncle supposedly is dying she said she was gonna kill herself. They're 500 miles away. I love those 2 they actually care about me. We can't see them either. Yeah my aunt c called "dad" to tell him. She blocked my number of course. Horrible lady. Im trying to forgive but its hard she won't apologize. Like dad.
Why are people like that. I mean don't care to be crappy to you but its wahhhhhhhhhhhh 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭if it is them? Ok im over this type of treatment.
Why's my family so toxic?! I wouldn't dare do any of them that way. Is it all so I can say I went through that to someone else?! Idk. I wish they'd all apologize those who were crappy (and dad for being abusive causing me bodily injury). Im not the terminator. I have feelings. Like in the gnr video of you could be mine , Arnold looked at axl rose or the entire band and went assessment waste of ammo lololololol. Am I the only one who caught that 😂👀💀 old video but funny end. Yeah. My dads a waste of ammo too.
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