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Dad you absolutely suck. Not only how you are, how you're acting and the way you are. That's TWICE I've been woken up by mom and dads fighting today. All mom will say is WELL HE WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE
Getting talking about the situation she goes to taking her stress from him OUT ON ME AGAIN. he's drunk and near overdose level and he still won't leave me alone. Because I say I hate it here she tears into me. Well its always the same old shit. You don't eat near a 100 fucking pills. IN A WEEK. Then go crying to your family (me) "because you're out" "help me" I'm not your fucking Dr. I hate to say it but that's always his fucking problem NOT MINE but he makes it mine.
I have to tell mom I'm not her enemy. she has no get away from this hellacious obnoxious aggressive abusive drunk either. Or no outlet for stress beyond smoking herself to death and yelling at us both. When I'm not the cause of this hell n misery. Believe me id leave if I could. But one of the most effed yo things is couple weeks after it all gets back to normal, mom's back to defending him again. THERE'S NO EXCUSE FOR THIS AND A 100 FUCKING PILLS SHOULD DO ANYBODY A MONTH ITS NOT MY FUCKING PROBLEM HE EATS THEM FOOLISHLY IN A WEEK 😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠I DON'T GET ENOUGH IN A MONTH FOR 2 PEOPLE AND I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO ANYWAY.
But as I said to Mom it always falls back on me because of his foolishness. You're going to have to learn there's consequences for your actions. That's why he needs drug rehab I'm expected to be his pharmacist the rest of the month when he comes to.
NEWSFLASH if I didn't need this med IT WOULDN'T BE PRESCRIBED TO ME I don't see your name on it. And I don't avuse the sang things either that's the difference between us he just doesn't care. Its like it falls on me his life or death situation being out once he's out. Do you not comprehend any of this dad? I know you do because its a monthly thing. It shouldn't be put on me to begin with. He damn well knows you don't just up and stop that medicine. He just abuses it. I try to make mom understand this I may as well just be talking to a wall. Even if she says I know.
You're going to have to take responsibility for yourself dad sooner or later, its fell on me far too long.
You've caused us enough suffering for The longest time. Verbal mental emotional abuse and then expecting me to help him after he gets sober has really got my goat with this family mainly him. Its not my fault you were probably flagged a drug addict the reason no Dr will help you get off them and write them. One time he went psycho on a Dr backed her into a corner over another drug yelling as he does at us or me. Is it any wonder no Dr will put you back on them legally!? They say I don't want to responsible for you on it. You know like he's is obligating me to be when 100 effing pills should do anybody a month NOT A WEEK smh. Get help!!!!!!!!!!!!! How many times I gotta I don't get enough for 2 people. That's not what he wants to hear either but at this point I don't care anymore.
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