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Just my thoughts on addiction. I suppose in mom's words dads horribly addicted. Though I had dozed off after dinner she said hes been talking to himself all day. I thought he'd learned his lesson going 2 weeks of almost nothing. But no. He cons mom into letting him "count them". Uh huh. Yeah that sure went well. He got to the point he can't sit up to eat or drink anything falling asleep. When he did pass out he left pills strewn on his table with his mouth open 2 stuck inside it hanging open with him passed out. Oh you really needed those huh!? He could do better if he tried he just won't. At least he ain't cussing us yet isn't as aggressive but is in part. Mom doesn't know what to do concerning him. I just don't like him being like this. Its the insanity of addiction. Because he always makes me suffer during and afterhe runs out of binging on them he has amnesia and cries to me for my legal ones. I have to play baby sitter this time both mom and I him going to spill everything. Was in a position to spilling a soda without a cap on it. Its just pitiful. I mean idk why he can't do stuff in moderation. He's gotta get plastered sloppy drunk. Always did that's his downfall. Helps out there he won't seek it. I wouldn't care so much if he didn't make his problem mine too. I do care he just don't have to do what he's doing. Its just may 1st. Yesterday he was fine, until he got them. He was like I'm only buying so many. Uh huh. Turned out to buying all of em. I wouldn't care if he wouldn't binge on them also being mean n aggressive , but then comes crying wanting my own after he's out. You don't eat 100 pills in a week. That'd kill a horse. They're somewhat potent so he didn't need to abuse em but he does is and has. I know you could do better dad. You just don't seem to care. I hate him being this way he's unreasonable to talk to. Whatever. He could do better if he tried but he won't. Why you got to do this every month for? You liable not to wake up one day doing stupid stuff like this. This is just like alcohol to him.
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