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So yesterday I noticed that dad brought home 2 reeses peanut butter cup packs. Before he was really drunk of course. He was so doggish with them he hid one in his medicine cabinet.

Well. This morning it was all smooshed. He slept face first on the table most of the night leaned forward. So earlier I can't watch him all time I lied down with the dog plus I don't want cussed at if he wakes up. so I guess he tried to eat it anyway. Bahaha.

So he fell asleep with it open apparently on the table. There's chocolate all over his face and the table. Like a baby or toddler. Its funny and sad. I took a pic. So tempted to post it online. Mom of course said no. I won't because I may regret it later. Its sad really. Still funny yet sad. He's never done that in what years I recall him being drunk. However once for moms anniversary he took her to a steak house. He passed out face first in his plate. Mom went to the vehicle mad of course. I've just heard stories of it. From him. When he's actually sober.

I don't know what to think anymore. He won't try to stop or seek help. Glad he's passed out though. But of course I have to babysit him. My anxiety was really elevated earlier. I still don't know what drunk him is capable of. Besides yelling cussing. That's about all for now.

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