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Misery of living with a drug addict
I really wasn't going to write everything but now that I've been pissed off I don't really care. See its every. Single. month. We go through this.
Dad gets on his drug / pill drunks, gets yelling mean cussy combative belligerent harassing verbally abusive etc. Then has amnesia.
So. Yeah. I'll get to why I'm pissed in a minute. So he ate 75 pills in a week. Literally maybe a few less but still over 70. He slept face down on a table for days. Ok. He sobers up. Acts all buddy buddy with me. He only does this when he wants something my medication. Never out of care I don't believe.
I always have to give in as he won't seek help or take responsibility for his actions and a Dr won't write them to him. If he didn't abuse what he buys we wouldn't have this problem. Runs out in a week. He knows running out cold turkey equals possibly having a stroke. That's how bad it is. 2 data ago he went to an urgent care his blood pressure was 200 he was sent to the e r. He wouldn't tell em it was drug withdrawal and lack of blood pressure meds. Just the latter.
He's already had a light stroke possible 2. He just simply abuses the effing things without care of consequences until he sobers up. He literally says I DON'T CARE while drunk. See I remember all what he does.
So as long as I do what he wants he's fine. If I don't its raging gorilla shit treatment. Like today. He was like how many can you let me have? Of my meds. I go I'm not putting myself into a position of running out this is your doings. He goes ok!! hateful sarcastic toned. I get angry cussing he walks through the hallway says " whatever I guess if I die I just fucking die"
Look I shouldn't be made the bad guy for stupid shit he does!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Narcissistic son of a b. Is it really my fault you're out, I have to double suffer every month cuz of him. Mom don't care even defends him . I need the hell out of here. I just don't have a way yet. FML it doesn't pay to get out of bed some days. I felt like cutting my wrists. Nobody cares about me π. Thanks dad you're great π............... At making my life hellπ π take responsibility for your self. Not put your stupidity on others
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