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I'm not sorry. Actually I'm angry and frustrated because dads such an idiot. At 4a.m. he was blaring music. Mom had to get up and go CAN YOU TURN THAT DOWN SOME. ok I heard that. That's something normally he'd never do except he's done this before because he's under the influence half drunk again . Makes him a totally different person. The I don't care about nothing kind of person or what I do to them person.
. Also the idiot has no license but makes a run for our vehicle and goes to the store and back for cigarettes. The shutting off of the the vehicle engine AGAIN wakes me up. If he wrecks he goes to jail they impound the vehicle and we're out of a ride. Real smart dad smh.
its too early for me to be up but IM AWAKE . Its still early and as I'm writing this he re turns his music back on. If its loud enough for me to hear its too loud. I knew he'd get like this again he can't control himself. I don't enjoy having my sleep disturbed we don't disturb his. But I can and should though if he wants to be a jerk. When isn't he a jerk when drunk. And also we don't want the neighbors mad at us. He's not cussing us (yet). I'm just angry ok. No I'm not condemning him as a person, he's just put us through hell with his drunken drug problem the last while. So if you receive abusive treatment from someone get yelled cussed at called every name in the world then they don't remember don't want to know about it or apologize it pi$$es you off ok. There's been too many instances of that. I do hope he instead goes to my aunt's this weekend. But if he's drunk she won't tolerate his behavior. She finally threw her man away after discovering he was 2 timing her. But now she's real needy clingy again. She Didn't care about my issues before but yet she's supposed to matter like the king of England apparently in her eyes how she acts. A few years ago she had the hell with em attitude. When I was suffering because of my situation she didn't give af. She was a b!tch. Turned me away . She blocked me in all communication yet expects us to do anything for her like she's royalty. I don't get my family I really don't. I just wish my dad would straighten up. I just don't think he wants to. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr this is b.s.
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