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So I'm thinking about life. My mind's bouncing back and forth to different things and memories. Like why's my dad so moody? Long as I can remember he's been that way. Of course he's most always abused/ had a drug and or alcohol problem too mainly drug. That makes him so hard to live with. Various moods. Mom told me that my meds make me worse. That's not true they help me. She doesn't get the amounts of b s that I've had to deal with over the years.
Cut throat bullying back stabbing co workers for one. Then dads abuse verbal physical emotional. If its affected our dog wtf do you think its done to me?! Once I remember I didn't do anything to dad. Out of the blue in a sourly sh!tty tone he goes "I'M GETTING TIRED OF YOU". even though its been years ago I still remember it. Oh you mean you're tired of the one who could've left you homeless in a car to rot!? Loud yelling using manipulative mean cussy yelling drunk. People just don't even know. they seemingly judge without understanding my story all of which I will not write here anyway. Once on my parents anniversary he literally passed out in a restaurant onmom she was so mad she walked out. Don't blame her. Food was smeared on him. I actually have a pic not of that but chocolate was all over his face in another drunk. When people are abusive like dad how am I supposed to feel mom? Telling me I'm an accident as well. I'm sure you all weren't planned either to be honest. Regardless if he meant it or not. We're all here no control of our own. My family's fkd up. The Addams family house id be more comfortable living in that. At least Gomez was kooky eccentric but comical and light hearted. Even if it is fictional. Dads just too friggin moody.
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