rant feelings

The way you literally are and treat me is exactly why I didn't give you a happy father's day yesterday dad. What do you expect? Would a dog you kicked just roll over on its belly wanting petted? No after lots of abuse it would lunge for your jugular. (A metaphor)

And he actually did try to strangle our dog once. Yet say IM CRAZY smh

How I feel and the way you're treated all depends on how you are to and treat me dad. You just up and make demands about something that's not even yours and when I don't do it I get talked to like shit called stupid, crazy, told to shut up for being upset stating the truth of the situation.

But him n mom both AGAIN yelling aggressively corner me in the hall. DOUBLE TEAM ME. Yes she yells at me its returned. Then he comes says DON'T TAKE YOUR ANGER OUT ON HER. Um what are you all doing in the first place then? How the fuck is it my fault you're low on your medication dad? And you turn on me like a Rottweiler when I refuse to hand over my meds to you. Well Oh right you ate the whole damn bottle of yours a 3 month supply in a near week last month then the ones you got off the street they were gone in a week or so too. Ok.

So basically you're making me suffer 2x to 4x because of your stupid ass mistakes and behavior. This isn't counting his aggression keeping us awake at all hours of night ,being loud ,babysitting him while he's drunk making sure be don't burn the house down smoking.

Well if your parents are your enemies who is your friend then? He starts the shit then I get blamed for it and invalidated for what good I do. I spent a literal hour this morning hand washing a ginormous amount of dishes. And I get treated like dog shit in return. Not even a thank you. Just a "well you live here too". I fucking about do everything around this house. And I get talked to like shit yelled at invalidated called stupid, crazy for defending my own self. Parents don't treat their children this way. This is why nobody likes my mom n dad other than the aunt who hates me. I didn't choose this. If I hadn't been leeched off of to begin of my bank accounts I wouldn't be in this situation to Begin with. Idk why they're so horrible to me. They want to call me crazy? Ok who said they'd cut my fucking head off last year? DAD DID

I'm sorry the little dog was put thru another of our heated fights. He didn't deserve that. Dads always a shit starter. Yet will bitch about the past wahh wahh wahh this person or that person did this or that x yrs ago. SO FUCKIN WHAT

ALWAYS IM THE SCAPE GOAT. AGAIN😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠

Its all brought on by him treating me like shit and or his drug addiction. That's why I need an exit. One way or another. Kiss my fucking ass dad you always have been a user n abuser I guess this is proof you won't change 🖕you treat everyone else good BUT ME. you'll be very very sorry one day. I don't make others lives hell but you sure do. And get mom to validate your abusive behavior to me. I. Do. Not. DESERVE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish I had better family 😢😔😭

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