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So today wasn't so bad because I got to back to sleep after I was up. So dads still in an overly drunken state like a wet noodle. Face was in his food twice. Was kissing the ash tray and table still kissing the table. Its sad.
He got up made hot coffee. He passed out again. Had I not moved it he would've spilled it m got burned. Twice I've saved him from harm. Last night he had an open knife. So yeah I have to baby sit a drunken toddler. Its b s . Not only that but overtaking drugs too. Its nonsense π. Then the dog goes crazy from fireworks being set off by who knows where. And then a new snooty neighbor walks by in the dark and a dark car pulls in for them. This place is insane. And PEOPLE WONDERING WHY I HAVE ANXIETY!!!!!!????? Mom still being hateful. I'm angry for dad being stupid again in his behaviors. You don't see me getting like that and I get the same meds I just don't abuse them he does then whines at the end of each month of "running out". More like after the first two weeks of each month. That's a crock of crap.
You know also he bragged about getting it putting a bicycle in lay away at a pawn shop. Oh I'll pick it up next month. Now oh we got too many bills he said. Right. His drug bill $360 plus. But you can't pick up a $80 bicycle. OR MY GAMING SYSTEM WHICH HAS BEEN IN PAWN FOR A YEAR plus!!!!!!!!!!!! AND FOR WHAT just for cigarettes and alcohol!!!!!!!!! casually at one timeπ π
THAT WAS AND IS MY PROPERTY I BOUGHT WITH MY OWN FKING MONEY I paid like $240 for the dang thing too
things like that really get my goat.
He or they can "afford" what is a priority like drugs and cigarettes.
But my game system or a bicycle !?! oh no too many bills.
Anything that'd make my life more happy its oh we can't . Seemingly. What a petty excuse. Said bills Don't stop you from buying cigs everyday all month though does it!? Despite lack of money at months end. But will spend 23.75 like today on 3 packs of cigarettes. And I was looking forward to riding dang thing too. I'm just ranting venting. It is a bunch of b s however. Its so frustrating. They're still shooting off fireworks and mom just going nannnnnnnnnt to the dog for barking. He's a dog they scare him he can't help it.
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