What comes to mind when you hear the phrase "mental illness"

My family. Fighting, drugs, not getting along, me being blamed for what they do especially if I don't give into their demands. Them being mentally unstable. They start fights and I get cornered double teamed by them and made the bad guy FOR WHAT THEY DO AND STARTED me just defending myself after they PROVOKE ME TO ANGER.

NO APOLOGIES EITHER!! ITS MY FAULT EVEN THOUGH DADS USUALLY THE INSTIGATOR AND $HIT STARTER.

OK TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT PICTURE!? QUITE ALOT let me tell you, yet I'm the "crazy one"!? Bullsh!t. My dads been to psych wards at least once I remember supposedly the "depressed wing" he calledit. Mainly over drugs I believe. But yet I GET CALLED CRAZY by them? You don't tell your child I'll cut your fkn head off like he did me and claim to be sane drunk or not. I seriously think he would've done it too he looked at me with eyes big as quarters or bigger. I'll never forget that. IDGAF if he was drunk, normal people don't say that ESPECIALLY TO FAMILY. No drunk or drugs are an excuse for theatening me like that. But if I talk about it mom either makes faces laughs or acts like it was nothing. "We all say stuff we don't mean"Funny she'll go to defend him I dunno why. she didn't get beaten by him , I DID. So I think I have the right to make the call based on what he's done to me.

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