if they left (best friends)

If my 3 best friends left me I'd cry to the point where I'd be so broken to speak to anyone else.

Leo --- Don't ever fucking leave me you're like a brother to me, you've always made sure I was alright. Asking me how I am everyday. The feeling of you caring and knowing I have you through these times is quite crazy. That time you got really mad at me for breaking a promise, idk how you still kept me as your friend. I shouldn't have broken it, you chose me over one act I had messed up on and you've never used that against me. We've gotten closer than ever after a situation that happened and all I can say is that I'm so thankful for you Leo because you've made me feel safe around you and welcomed. You've always cared for other people more than yourself. I wish you'd look at yourself with happiness and realize you really are incredible. I can't imagine losing you because ever since the day we met it felt like I knew you'd stick by me even through the toughest of times. Always asking where I am and my fault because I try to make time for you but so much is happening, I know you know I try. At times, I need you more than ever but I don't really say much because I sometimes feel bad, putting more weight on you. Thanks Leo, a lot. Love you man all the way <3

Kessy --- Where do I even start off with? You've been here for me longer than I can count. Most of the time I feel guilty around you because we both distanced ourselves when shit was going down. I was jealous when you had others so I left you. I felt as if you didn't care so I made other friends and disregarded what you once were to me. Though you said I was what you really needed and watching me go was the hardest thing you had to experience, I can never apologize enough. I have this urge to tell you I'm sorry again. I'm supposed to forget it and move on but I'm so sorry Kessy. I am proud of you for what you've become. So independent, you've learned so many things and you're still growing and helping me along the way. I really miss our trio with Christian we somehow got it back recently, we've tried before but it didn't work out but then all of a sudden we all come back as if nothing ever happened, we clicked with each other like the old days. I missed those days when it was just us 3. It's back but it isn't what it used to be, not after everything it's different maybe not a bad difference but as if we're all trying to hold on. You always make it work because you're so perfect and you never allow me to say that but let me say this now because you are, I've always looked at you as if God brought you to me. You truly are one of a kind and I couldn't say that to anyone else because it really belongs to you. So I really owe you a thank you for everything you've done for me. I love you so much Kessy Wessy <333

Adri --- Wow, we just started becoming friends, April. Isn't it crazy it's like we've been friends forever but we met in April. You fought for me when someone said shit to me though you had no clue who I was, I was nothing to you. Now I'm one of your closest friends. Lilia would be happy for us... I love doing stupid little jokes with you and watching everyone get confused as if we were together but we're both straight ;) nah but seriously you really know what to say to me that makes me smile. You can make me laugh it doesn't matter if I'm so fucking tired it doesn't matter when it is. You really don't have to try to make me laugh because you can just easily do it. Even when you leave for 3-4 days I miss the hell out of you because you could be with me instead of your dad haha jkkk. I admire that relationship you have with your dad, I can tell how much you love him, he's everything to you and that's the cutest thing ever, you're a daddy's girl lolllll...thanks a lot Adri, love ya <33

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