All for her...

I don't want to do it. I wasn't planning on going through with it. Not because of the fear of what would come of it but rather simply because I know it's just not right. At least not at this moment. If nothing comes from it then I can simply just move on, but if it's the latter, well I don't know what I'll do. But I have to do it. If not for me then for the little girl inside me. The girl I was before. The girl who hoped and expected so much more from this world. The girl who was a hopeless romantic, in love with the idea of love. The one who had to watch people she cared for come and go from her life. The girl who used to smile and be happy. Like she was genuinely happy. That was before her family slowly picked her apart and broke her, robbing her from any trace of joy left in her life. She deserves this. She deserves to know instead of wondering on forever. I owe her this. No matter what happens after. It's all for her...

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