Something New

I have been praying for God to bring something new into myblife. To help me forget things that should no longer be relevant in my life. I find it hard to let go of certain things or people. One person in particular has been a constant tender spot on my heart for years. It about killed me to let him go but it felt like the right thing to do. Even so, I grieved it for years and...I am so tired of being sad.

Randomly my brother ran into someone I went to high school with...but my brother thought he was someone else. They talked for over an hour and the guy from high school messaged me just to let me know who it was my brother ran into (he figured my brother didn't know). I almost didn't respond to the message but it felt rude not to...and I had a huge crush on this guy in high school.

He and I started talking. And we haven't stopped. I like him. He's sweet. But he's a mess. His parents both recently died, his house is a mess. He is physically a mess. I'm scared to let myself get attached to someone like this again. I've been here before, though this guy seems much nicer. Not sure what else to do though but see where it goes.

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