Rant

Dad you don't have to be an ass. Then again you always are when you're drunk. He doesn't ever learn. I hate the drunk him. He peed in the floor and wouldn't clean it up AND I STEPPED IN IT THIS MORNING.

Going out the door mom's like did you clean your mess up and I go no he goes STFU. I almost went off in him. Mom said he said it to her but I don't buy it. He wasn't able to go really he was passing out in his chair with a cigarette on his pants that went out. And he AGAIN blurts out the crap "I still don't know where that$50 went to". Uh I do up your ass. He counts the money near everyday when he's buzzed basically. Its not my fault they can't keep up with money as I said they smoke 2 plus packs of cigarettes a day. I didn't get it . Don't blame me for it you friggin drunk. I hate when he's drunk. I know mom's just trying to keep peace but would be better if dad and I were separated. He's most always the cause of misery here. Sigh. His dad never gave him so much grief. Stress. Or told him he was an accident. His dad never assaulted him. Abusive yes but not assaulted as he did me. I'm just supposed to act like nothing happened I guess. Mom gets silent when I mention it. Well how would she feel? She shouldn't defend his abusive butt so much after all the bad things he said about her.

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