MY DAY

There is this guy that i have found attractive for a while. Today my friend told him that she wanted to set him and I up together (it was planned). He said he was interested in me and i'm very happy. He even came and talked to me today which is great.

But the thing is, my mom is so strict. I have to share a room with my brother. She hates messes. I got yelled at because my room was "thrashed". Thrashed as in maybe 6 things on my bed from this morning that i didn't have time to pick up, and mostly my brothers crap. There were like a tiny bit of paper on the group (curtesy of my brother) and though I can make a mess and a little was mine she creates this huge ordeal.

I asked for my phone because i needed to message my partner for this project. She was like "message her through teams""Ur school said u don't need ur phone for work".

Ok so 1: Teams doesn't allow other students to message eachother. Which i told her. Her response was to like mock me by saying "mhmmm""yea mhmm""go message her on teams", luckly my dad was there and was like "the teachers did say that".

And 2: The school never said that. They said I don't REALLY need to for school because most I can do on a laptop. And since when was messaging a PERSON not part of what the school said (if that makes sense).

I'm irritated cuz every time i get to know someone I like I get my stuff took like that day or the next.

I have alarms set, that they set on my phone. To clean and take out garbage. So how am I getting yelled at for a having a slight mess AS SOON AS I GET HOME. I didnt even have time to do homework. And the alarm didnt go off. Like bro.

I didn't have an attitude which is a good thing. I have a serious attitude problem when it comes to not being able to speak my mind. Which is what I can't do when getting yelled at. I get irritated really easly when it comes to family. They know how to get on my nerves. And I know "family is everything. Be nice to those u love" well Im nicer ig to those i don't know.

It's easier to get irritated at family. Because I know they will love me regardless. But they irritate me sometimes. I don't agree with the ways the handle things either. I don't agree with their punishments (and I'm not saying this because I get the punishments. I agree WITH punishments, just not the ways the punish us for things we do wrong).

I'm just annoyed. That's all. Im doing good right now because I'm not letting them effect me. I didn't give attitude or anything so thats good.

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