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I appreciate you NOT caring how I feel dad. I literally feel like I'm gonna croak with heart attack symptoms and it started after I woke up worrying about how he puts his drug addiction on me after abusing his own meds umpteen times a month.

When he has chest pain and its usually when he's low of drugs its like the houses temperament is like "tread lightly feel compassion for him".

When I have an issue its like 🖕to me. Maybe y'all better off without me then. Not that I want that or to die but I he treated like it my situation don't matter and I'm worthless he's more worried about smoking a cigarette and his medication than about what I'm going through. Y'all really don't deserve me. I pray for him when he has issues. I just get treated as of I don't matter when I voice mine and mom changes the subject when I tell her what I'm feeling.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE!?!??

If I don't matter to them at least I matter to God.

I shouldn't have to worry about dads drug addiction on the 1st place its his problem not mine but he makes it mine by abusing his own meds every month. when I don't get enough for 2 people and he eats enough for 3 or more. That's what's total b s. But when he runs out m nobody else has any its 😭to me. Even mom will get on it advocate for him and defend his addiction and belt out (MY NAME) BRING YOUR DAD ONE OF YOUR MEDS. AS IF YOU CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO WITH MY OWN MEDS

Any way I'm not responsible for your drug addiction dad its you and you alone. This never shouldve been put on me to begin with. I appreciate dad just staying silent and quickly shutting me up talking to her. As I said I felt I'll before you all left. I don't want to run up a $5000 plus hospital bill either. I guess I better stop.

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