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I hate when this happens to me.. I feel very vulnerable right now. Well straight up, I started a YT channel and started making comments on topics I feel PASSIONATE about (but that doesn't mean I like those things, so I don't have always positive things to say) and I care about what people say A LOT. I wish YT would make it so you could disable replies on your own comments.. so you don't have to worry about what people think. And I made a bad comment to my favorite YTuber 'cause honestly I'm fed up with his content lately.. Please don't judge me, these are things I feel passionate about and I feel like I have the right to express positive or negative things about it. I don't care about being this overly positive person that overhypes everything a YTuber does, so Imma say it like it is; I have no interest in your new project and you suck now. Shit sucks I don't feel good right now, it's like a constant reminder but I feel the need to express myself and say all these negative things about stuff that I feel PASSIONATE about and about my favorite YTuber. I don't think I'm a bad person, but sometimes the first thing that comes to my mind is "I don't like this", "people are overhyping this", "I don't care", and people are OVERLY positive, that's the thing that I don't like.. they wanna be on THAT side, because they want approval. Come on, they (the YTubers and their community of "OVERLY POSITIVE PEOPLE") can't expect everyone to be like them and NOT negative.. They can't expect ME to be perfect, 'cause I am not. And so.. probably striking to find the BALANCE between GOOD and EVIL must be the answer, but I just find it hard.
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