Just writing

The last week mom's been an absolute hateful mess of a stress ball. I'm sorry but I had a rough night didn't sleep then I hear both parents fighting because dads drunk again. I didn't get any sleep. I did a crap load of chores while they went out it took me a literal hourfor one thing. They come back mom's a agitated stress mess still denying being hateful sigh. She's like oh I forgot to get the money orders. Despite not having sleep she wanted me to get on the road and go get them. When I didn't want to go she condescendingly goes I'll do it then. If you were going to do it you wouldve without asking me too or being condescending to coax me into it. I don't like driving when I've had 0 sleep. I didn't have time to rest the hours they were gone from the house work I had to do. So upon coming back going in you know dad speaks up forme to get something out of the car😑. Look the both of you all slept I didn't ok. Not to mention his blurting out crap just to be doing. Him not doing sh!t then invalidating what I do standing for a fvcking hour doing things not even getting to rest what's he do? Gets drunk af acting like everything I do is never good enough invalidating me going "uh huh" when I mention evsty I did and how long it took me and his sorry ass won't do anything yet the thinks he's still entitled to b!tch about anything and everything. Mom freaks out on me during writing this I had to pause because he yells for her she yells for me like the skies falling. Then because I mention about the crap day I've had she condescendingly sarcasticly goes "I'll do it then". NO YOU WON'T OR YOU WOULDN'T YELLED FOR ME

GIVE

ME

A

FVCKING

BREAK

PLEASE

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

This isn't counting the bullsh!t I had to deal with once we even got outside. Freezing cold air. Multiple people around us and in the street him going berserk after one girl. f**k give me a f*"king break sh!t. Why me days it literally pours.

But its ok continue invalidating me dad mr sit there doing nothing but sit there and smoke cigarettes getting drunk drunk mother fuc*er. And you WANT TO PUT ME DOWN I'm bout to quit doing anything and say screw doing anything. Don't put me down and invalidate what I do WHEN YOU DON'T DO SH!T BUT B!TCH COMPLAIN TELL AND GET DRUNK HALF A MONTH AT A TIME. IM LITERALLY ABOUT DONE WITH YOU PEOPLE. Andmom she has to take her misplaced anger from what dad does to her OUT ON ME. Miserable fking wretches. I WANT PEACE NOT MISERY BECAUSE YOU ALL ARE MISERABLE😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠

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